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I took this from one of my favorite blogs , and i was touched from this entry so decided to share it , enjoy :


I won’t cry …

When words can’t no longer say what I feel while feeling the pain on my throat of lose. Broken sigh tried to escape from my lips but my voice left in a moment where I wished on a falling star won’t ever come. Maybe it was the wrong star after all …

I won’t cry …

I can’t show my weakness to anyone so I hide my red burned in tears eyes but I couldn’t. I bring my two hands together once again in a place I live the present life instead of the memories while I get haunted by the times I wanted to share with someone, knowing it’s too late for me to say what’s inside of me. Remembering the last smile I saw on that person’s face before it got stained by death …

I won’t cry …

Losing my faith in god for the tests I got, dragged into trials of life where I kept losing more. Forgetting got harder when every happy moment I had started to linger into my mind even if I tried to stop them. Soon my eyes going to burst in tears if I couldn’t stop my mixed emotion, I have to stay strong ….

I want to shed my tears …

After I saw that smile again, I would cry if I heard that voice calling my name again. I want one last embrace before death takes everyone away from me when I had my share of the coldness of the loneliness that painted my world in black. Can’t I spend just one last day with the souls I have lost ?

Cry …

Knowing that I’m getting teased by fate while reality woke me, I can’t dream of that moment that I craved to get when pain crushing every part of my sad heart I knew I couldn’t keep standing. I wanted to fall … keep falling … never stop …

One of my poems which i wrote years ago ,

Let me tell you the story of my agony,
and how i turned out to be,
the person i wanted everyone to see.
i used my smiles to hide my tears,
i permitted my soul to be fed by fears,
i would use my problems as an excuse,
u was tied up by a leech and wanted to cut loose.

i allowed myself to live in vain,
having to breathe in the unpredictable pain,
carrying around my shame,
i wish if things would've stayed the same,
keeping it a secret is no longer a choice,
all that's left of it is a little voice.
Who is too afraid to speak of what is true,
a lost soul that hasnt got a clue...

i cant keep this in anymore,
talking about things that have never been said before,
if everyone lived so happily,
i want you to know ,
i write this down with a sigh,
my expectations grew too high,
i wont suffer anymore,
i hope thats clear,
beacuse today my soul dies with me here..

yes i confess i didnt update it for a long time , was busy i guess , anyway first of all

RAMADHAN MUBARAK to all :D


and i mostly posted because i wanted to share this song from ATB, From his latest album Future Memories , he changed his style a bit but its great =D
enjoy!

John Connor is the man fated to lead the human resistance against Skynet and its army of Terminators. But the future that Connor was raised to believe in is altered in part by the appearance of Marcus Wright, a stranger whose last memory is of being on death row. Connor must decide whether Marcus has been sent from the future, or rescued from the past. As Skynet prepares its final onslaught, Connor and Marcus both embark on an odyssey that takes them into the heart of Skynet's operations, where they uncover the terrible secret behind the possible annihilation of mankind.


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Saw this last week, its been out for a while , and since i watched all parts i had to see this one , and it didnt let me down! even though Arnold wasn't the main role in here, Christian Bale did his role greatly =D! it was full of action and they continued the *terminator* story that was left hanging, the sound effects was just amazing ! i dont think they will a 5th one , but the ending was open as always, recommend it for action-lovers
9/10

Its been a while ! and it isnt because i was busy or out of town, becaue i hadnt access to the net thanx to our fixed line company *yeah right*, a month ago , we moved to live in this other house, i was worried about the net access because everyone was scaring me of : ul need to wait 3 months and all >.> ! So before moving out , i went to them and asked them how long will it take to move out the line from there to here , the employee answered me with a big smile , one week =D , i was:okaaay thats great ! , i did all the steps that had to been done! ..waited for a week..nothing..after 2 days, nothing =/ ! went to them again, i had to do all the paper work again -.- , after 2 days they came and they stayed one week just digging next to our house *to keep the wires in* a distance of 50m -.- , isnt that like too slow :S?! anyway it was all good, things happen *that was i was telling myself* , after that they said they will send a *phone expert* to fix the wiring inside the house, he came, and he looked like over 70 xD and what shocked me is that him telling me * i dont know how to put the wires in these sockets , its new sockets * :/ what am i suppose to do :s ?!, i started playing with the wires for 3 days and after getting shocked and electirfiyed a bit , it worked :/ , oh and my net speed was around 2mb/s , but they told me they only can provide 512kb/s now because the house is away from the nearest omantel internet center :/, so at the end one week became 1 month lol!
It seems i complained alot :p, been a stressful month not being updated with the world, now im waiting for omantel employee's to read this :p After all that , at least we have a company that provides all that =D thanks to that *cough* :p

PS: i heard nawars will open a fixed line soon ..loking forward for that =P

Me and my buddies were bored on Thursday and took a one-day-trip to Dubai, mainly for cars *car freaks* =P , it was nice, malal*nothing to do*, then some hyperness,tired,kinda sick, then fun, then kroobness *boring*,
-nice: when we left Oman with music and hopping around
-malal: was a long trip and got lost there a bit
-hyperness: saw exotic cars!
-tired because didnt sleep the whole day *.*
-sick beacuse everyone was fighting on where to go -_-
-fun after seeing the movie *Angels & Demons* and it turned out to be cool !
-kroob because the way back was late at night and i was half-dead O.O!

anyway overall it was good change, here are some pics i took =P :

When Robert Langdon discovers evidence of the resurgence of an ancient secret brotherhood known as the Illuminati -- the most powerful underground organization in history -- he also faces a deadly threat to the existence of the secret organization's most despised enemy: the Catholic Church. When Langdon learns that the clock is ticking on an unstoppable Illuminati time bomb, he jets to Rome, where he joins forces with Vittoria Vetra, a beautiful and enigmatic Italian scientist. Embarking on a nonstop hunt through sealed crypts, dangerous catacombs, deserted cathedrals and even to the heart of the most secretive vault on earth, Langdon and Vetra will follow a 400-year-old trail of ancient symbols that mark the Vatican's only hope for survival.

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i saw this movie early today, was waiting for it since weeks! First of all , i really dont get it why they used *angel and demons* its so unrelated xD, but even though the movie came out as i expected it to be :D, it preceded the *Da vinci code*, the same sequel, so its mystery + religoius + historic :D ! i loved the way they mixed facts with fiction in it and adpated the story! Most book readers of the movie *which im not* say it wasnt as great as the book * as usual 8 , but in my opnion if u liked the prevoius part, then ul love this one !
As obvious , Tom hanks deserves an oscar for his great acting in this one *.* !
9/10

This post is mostly for Math geeks =P:

So i was studying all day about maths *sill studying* >.< i decided to take tiny break and check out the net, and honestly i even dont know why i was researching about Math o.O ! and i came out into something that made feel stupid , check it out:

1 + 1 = 1 , dont believe?

Let a = 1 and b = 1.

Therefore a = b, by substitution.

If two numbers are equal, then their squares are equal, too:

a^2 = b^2.

Now subtract b^2 from both sides (if an equation is true, then if
you subtract the same thing from both sides, the result is also
a true equation) so

a^2 - b^2 = 0.

Now the lefthand side of the equation is a form known as "the
difference of two squares" and can be factored into (a-b)*(a+b).
If you don't believe me, then try multiplying it out carefully,
and you will see that it's correct. So:

(a-b)*(a+b) = 0.

Now if you have an equation, you can divide both sides by the same
thing, right? Let's divide by (a-b), so we get:

(a-b)*(a+b) / (a-b) = 0/(a-b).

On the lefthand side, the (a-b)/(a-b) simplifies to 1, right?
and the righthand side simplifies to 0, right? So we get:

1*(a+b) = 0,

and since 1* anything = that same anything, then we have:

(a+b) = 0.

But a = 1 and b = 1, so:

1 + 1 = 0, or 2 = 0.

Now let's divide both sides by 2, and we get:

1 = 0.

Then we add 1 to both sides, and we get:

1 + 1 = 1!
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yea i know that was nerdy and lame xD but it made me think o.O maybe what they taught was wrong and this is right ?! =P *this what happens to your brain when you over-study T_T *

"X-Men Origins: Wolverine" tells the story of Wolverine's epically violent and romantic past, his complex relationship with Victor Creed, and the ominous Weapon X program. Along the way, Wolverine encounters many mutants, both familiar and new, including surprise appearances by several legends of the X-Men universe.

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As i expected from the movie , its was GREAT ! Im a marvel fan with mostly all the characters esp wolverine *reads the comics and all xD*, so as a fan of xmen it was one of the best marvel movie out there! Hugh Jackman played his role amazingly *like the last 3 sequel of the movie* , there isn't a better guy to be the wolverine other than him , i loved the action and rivalry in the brothers and how it ended up connecting the past with the present ( xmen 1). Makes you understand wolverine and the origins of mutant and the story more.. i recommend to all sci-fiction/comic lovers !
9.5/10

Sometimes,especially when your all alone, stressed out *studies, work, friends..*, some music can just make it worse ! Some are relaxing and brings you comfort, mostly makes you sleepy :p but also makes you think out of this world, relieves you, depending on the person and the type of music they like , these are two of my favorite "stress killers" :








enjoy :D !

Here i am as usual didn't sleep the whole night >.< *typical me* , so i was so tired after trying to doing this endless assignment which i did half of it only, it was about 11 am ! So that was the best time to jump into bed and travel to dream land! As i was about to sleep i hear this buzzing sound over my ear -___- *bzzzz* a mosquito ! it was circling around waiting for me to sleep to get some fresh blood >.< , even though i was exhausted was trying to kill it with the pillow -_-, every time i think its dead i go back to sleep i hear it or see it around -___- did that for more than 4 times! i had enough and sprayed the whole room with PifPaf and slept >.> ! I know its unhealthy but i needed some rest ._. when i think i won the battle, i was sleeping calmy,dreaming,enjoying, i hear my worst nightmare *buzzzz* i woke up and was o.O ! 3 hours passed only and that creature wasnt dead after all my tries of murder -.- ! So i gave up on sleeping that same secound and here i am being defeated by a mosquito who owns my bed now *if not room too* >.> !

i was free so i started this thing and i hope i contunie doing so , so yea , hi =p