Vain & Pain
One of my poems which i wrote years ago ,
Let me tell you the story of my agony,
and how i turned out to be,
the person i wanted everyone to see.
i used my smiles to hide my tears,
i permitted my soul to be fed by fears,
i would use my problems as an excuse,
u was tied up by a leech and wanted to cut loose.
i allowed myself to live in vain,
having to breathe in the unpredictable pain,
carrying around my shame,
i wish if things would've stayed the same,
keeping it a secret is no longer a choice,
all that's left of it is a little voice.
Who is too afraid to speak of what is true,
a lost soul that hasnt got a clue...
i cant keep this in anymore,
talking about things that have never been said before,
if everyone lived so happily,
i want you to know ,
i write this down with a sigh,
my expectations grew too high,
i wont suffer anymore,
i hope thats clear,
beacuse today my soul dies with me here..
Let me tell you the story of my agony,
and how i turned out to be,
the person i wanted everyone to see.
i used my smiles to hide my tears,
i permitted my soul to be fed by fears,
i would use my problems as an excuse,
u was tied up by a leech and wanted to cut loose.
i allowed myself to live in vain,
having to breathe in the unpredictable pain,
carrying around my shame,
i wish if things would've stayed the same,
keeping it a secret is no longer a choice,
all that's left of it is a little voice.
Who is too afraid to speak of what is true,
a lost soul that hasnt got a clue...
i cant keep this in anymore,
talking about things that have never been said before,
if everyone lived so happily,
i want you to know ,
i write this down with a sigh,
my expectations grew too high,
i wont suffer anymore,
i hope thats clear,
beacuse today my soul dies with me here..
