Me & Fate


me: can we talk
fate: NO!
me: please?
fate: you wont get any good of it
me: try me
fate: as u wish
me:please tell me?
fate: tell you what?
me: whats next? where are u taking me ?
fate: I cant tell , knowing should be a good reason for u to live
me: but it hurts not to know how things will turn after all we do, dont u think?
fate: yea I do but this is how life should go
me: what do u get from doing this?
fate: teach u lessons in life
me: but I dont wanna learn them
fate: its not an option
me: please tell me!
fate: I'll tell u one thing . u have to work hard for what u want , u have to have HOPE .. its the secret to succeed ! alot of things will try to stop u , u'll fall alot , u have to stand up and keep trying and then I might have no option but letting things go the way u want...
me: ...
fate: u have to prove for me that u r strong enough first



what do you think ? would you want to know ur fate or do u agree with it to be anonymous and learn u lessons in life?!

Pieces of heart


I took this from one of my favorite blogs , and i was touched from this entry so decided to share it , enjoy :


I won’t cry …

When words can’t no longer say what I feel while feeling the pain on my throat of lose. Broken sigh tried to escape from my lips but my voice left in a moment where I wished on a falling star won’t ever come. Maybe it was the wrong star after all …

I won’t cry …

I can’t show my weakness to anyone so I hide my red burned in tears eyes but I couldn’t. I bring my two hands together once again in a place I live the present life instead of the memories while I get haunted by the times I wanted to share with someone, knowing it’s too late for me to say what’s inside of me. Remembering the last smile I saw on that person’s face before it got stained by death …

I won’t cry …

Losing my faith in god for the tests I got, dragged into trials of life where I kept losing more. Forgetting got harder when every happy moment I had started to linger into my mind even if I tried to stop them. Soon my eyes going to burst in tears if I couldn’t stop my mixed emotion, I have to stay strong ….

I want to shed my tears …

After I saw that smile again, I would cry if I heard that voice calling my name again. I want one last embrace before death takes everyone away from me when I had my share of the coldness of the loneliness that painted my world in black. Can’t I spend just one last day with the souls I have lost ?

Cry …

Knowing that I’m getting teased by fate while reality woke me, I can’t dream of that moment that I craved to get when pain crushing every part of my sad heart I knew I couldn’t keep standing. I wanted to fall … keep falling … never stop …